I wouldn't want to add to the noise. The dead will not walk again.
I dedicate this post to all those who remain.
The widows. The parents. The children.
The men who fought for three days flat. Without batting an eyelid.
It is because they sacrificed that Mumbai lives.
An email forward that's being dong rounds this week -
I have been feeding on all news related to this man.
Any tiny winy news bits available...and I gobble them up...
Try as I may, I can't bring myself to hate this guy...
He is responsible for mayhem, bloodshed, fear, hatred and much more...
He is responsible for tearing the peaceful fabric of the city I love...
Yet, it's difficult to hate him.
Because I see him as -
A 21 year old who should have been in college
A poverty struck, mis-led youth consumed with hatred and anger for the world
A guy who wanted to make sense of his life
A guy who wanted to be respected, if not in life, then in death
A guy who hated his family for denying him what is deemed basic necessities by world standards
I see him as a Pawn
I burnt with anger during those 60 hours...
Yet, as the news about investigations started pouring in, I was shocked to learn about this 21 year old.
Just WHAT in the whole world can lead one to become a stone, kill without flinching and being remorseless?
Is it money alone? Respect and recognition in community?
Do all poverty stricken, slum bred, penniless men and women turn to terrorism?
NO.
I don't want to get into what led him to become a monster.
All I now want is that his confessions should be made public around the globe.
I DO NOT want him to be given legal aid !
No. That would be a mockery of this whole attack.
I want justice for my city, for the people.
I want Indians, in general, to have more spine. I want us to wake up and start "Doing" stuff rather than complaining.
I now want to get lost and doze off before this becomes one lengthy, whining, boring, caustic post !
Have a good weekend ahead...
Nothing, absolutely nothing that I say, shall capture what all Mumbaiites and Indians feel today.
I just want to say that I am proud of our police and armed forces. God Bless them all.